I’ve been downsized

At 4 o’clock yesterday afternoon, I was told that my position was being eliminated. I’m so depressed. And for whatever reason, the first person I called, was Tom. I’m so scared. My job was such a huge part of my life. It’s what I do. I have so much knowledge that means shit now. And to get back into another telecommunications company means getting back on the phones in customer service. *shudders*

Current Music: my kitchen faucet dripping perpetually
Current Mood: depressed